Guys,do you hate yourself?
I do.I hate myself for being such
a stupid.I hate myself to the core.

Everytime i see a pair of happy couple.
I would envious them.Take it for example,Jack.My friend,he is those type
of nerdy looking,a little fat fat.But,he knows how to treasure his girlfriend.
The 2 of them has gone through a long time.I wonder how did they do it?Take it for example Wilson,my good bro.He changed so much after came out.He got himself a girlfriend,he does cherish her and treasure her.Well,that old hongster wilson is gone.

For me?I had a good girlfriend in the past,or 1 year back then.I let go of her
because of some imbecile reasons.What the hell was i thinking at that period?
I don't know.I admit,i was too childish,and was harsh into making decisions.I always talk in terms and conditions.Why couldn't i be more mature?Why couldn't i give her sense of security?I hope that she will find the change in me.But i don't dare to wish for more,because i know.I can't take things for granted.

Guys out there,if you have found yourself a good loving partner.Please,cherish and treasure them,do not let go of them.Treasure every moments you have with them.Do not follow my footsteps.Regrets come into my mind only when it is too late.Goodluck guys!